August came in hot and red, shining bright right through my eyelids.
I couldn't make myself go back to sleep no matter whatever I did.
It's hard to lose someone who knew you when you were young;
when they're gone they take your past with them.
And it's hard to lose someone who knew you when you felt better,
and you fear you'll never feel better ever again.
When summer's gone on too long, and you feel hot and tired and selfish,
it's hard to lose someone and yourself with them.
August came in poor and hungry, anxious, right through my stomach,
and storming every night like a nervous wreck.
It's hard to lose someone who knew you when you were young,
and you know you'll never be young anymore.
And it's hard to lose someone who knew you when you felt better
and the things you used to do before.
When summer's gone on too long and you're wrapped up in all your problems,
it's hard to lose someone who mattered more.
August came in heavy, laying pressure against my head,
but August left no time to stay in bed.
August waited patiently for me to leave my house,
'cause August knew I couldn't hold out.
It's hard to go to work when you feel your past is fading,
and you know you're leaning on a friend.
And it's hard not to feel guilty when I know I'm asking so much
from you each and every time.
And it's hard to be so close when the air is so hot and sticky,
but I just wanted you to hold me in the end.
credits
from Deeply Invested,
released August 23, 2022
Written by Burns, performed and arranged by Burns and some Deeply Invested musicians (i.e. David Barrett on drums, Chris Bullock on guitars).
Recorded at Dwarf Star Recording Studios in Carrboro, NC with mixing and engineering done by John May.
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